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Three years since the outbreak and John Watson still doesn't know what to make of it. Like all doctors, he'd heeded the call of city and country as England did what all smart island nations did the moment the moment WHO released a statement that the virus had spread outside of America through international travel. It shut down completely. He'd not paid attention to the politics of it, hadn't bothered so much with the news. John had his work to do, people to treat, safety and quarantine to enforce. His world because St. Barts'.

At first, isolation seemed to work. Patriots were forced to stay outside of the relative safety of Great Britain as the airports and the Eurostar stations shut down. Ferries between the islands were discontinued.

The problem was that no one could isolate whatever it was causing humanity to change. The virus didn't seem to kill the host's brain, just every other part of their systems. A day post infection, the victim would become feverish. Two days later, they'd succumb. And after that...nothing short of dismemberment could stop them. It wasn't airbourne. And not in the blood either. Just the saliva. John had never seen anything like it. The internet called it a zombie plague, but that wasn't quite right either.

It took six months for everyone worldwide to realize that quarantine wouldn't help. Infections sprouted up for no discernible reason. People turned in the Underground, in shopping centres, on the playground. London, and the country, didn't stand a chance. The government fell overnight. Society followed.

And John just stayed on at St Barts'. He stopped trying to do the most good. And just attempted to survive.

It's not easy, even for an ex-soldier. There's no heading down to Tesco's any more. Ammo is impossible to come by. But if John, and the others holed up in St. Barts' still want to eat, someone has to go out. And that someone is almost always John.

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Date: 2013-11-08 01:39 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] consulting_freak
John is reading him very well. Ever since his friend's face found the place just a breath away from his, there's been one thing on his mind. An odd thing for him, considering kissing in general always seemed like such a waste. A disgusting exchange of bodily fluids that he'd rather just keep to himself. But that's not how he feels currently. He's imagining pressure and John's breath against his upper lip.

There's something else too. The warmth isn't limited to just his cheeks. And after John's admission of 'yeah', Sherlock shifts around under the blanket. Does he want it off? Does he want it on? On seems safer right now, so that's how he'll leave it.

A few times before John finally takes the plunge, Sherlock gives little half attempts to close the distance between their mouths. He second guesses himself, moves back, tries again. It's a pleasant kind of torture he's inflicting on himself. It's more than enough movement and gesturing for John to know exactly what he wants.

"No objections," Sherlock whispers at his friend. He's done enough to work himself up for this over the last couple of minutes to make it better for the wait.

John's lips are slightly rough. A little bit too dry. Sherlock doesn't mind so much, but he instinctively wants to moisten them. Like with any other social protocol, he doesn't take into consideration that the use of a tongue in a kiss means something more than just a dry kiss.

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Date: 2013-11-08 02:09 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] consulting_freak
Sherlock decides very soon after the kiss begins that kissing is nice. He finds himself leaning in toward John with one arm trapped and useless under the pillows and the weight of his head and the other lying mostly prone at his side except for the little motions he manages to get from his fingers without causing too much of a nerve uproar.

When John starts to pull away, Sherlock follows after him for a second. Don't stop. But he can't keep up when the tension in his right shoulder reminds him that his muscle is still inflamed from his fight.

He chews on his lip for a moment, watching John. His stare is intense, maybe bordering on predatory as he pays too much attention to John's mouth and not enough attention to his eyes.

Give an addict something that feels good. Is that really such a bright idea, John?

During the short break, Sherlock frees his arm from the pillows, tucking it in the space between John's neck and shoulder so he'll be able to hold his friend still if he tries to sneak away from him before Sherlock's had his fill of this kissing business.

He'll welcome the second kiss and with it all of the new things John throws into it. The passion, the heat, and the physical manifestations of them. Sherlock is a fast learner and while he doesn't have much in terms of experience, he takes note of everything that John does that he finds pleasurable in some way, and then he practices those things right back. He really likes John's tongue against his bottom lip and the way John feels when he shifts their bodies together. Which he's more than eager to demonstrate.

Date: 2013-11-08 02:49 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] consulting_freak
There's a sweet juxtaposition between the aches and pain in Sherlock's limbs and the hum of pleasure in his core. Biochemical pathways are opening up that he's been ignoring his whole adult life. Morphine had given him a euphoria similar to this and the cocaine had been the upper that sent his heart flying right out of his chest. But together? Without the risk of landing himself passed out or hung over?

What's kept him disinterested in sex in general is an unfairly long list of how gross people are mixed with how much time he didn't care to spend on such activities. Sex and romance just aren't as important to someone who finds more pleasure in brain work. But, by God does it feel good.

John might be unhappy in the morning if he asks Sherlock too much about the experience. He cares more about his friend than anything else in the world. More than he ought to, since it's led him to some dangerous decisions. Though he's enjoying this physical outlet for frustrations and the human need for intimacy, he doesn't directly combine it with how he feels toward John. They are separate things, but John's lucky enough to fit in perfectly into each role, since there's no one he trusts more to see him at his most vulnerable than the doctor he's practically writhing against currently.

Who knows. Maybe John will convince him through gentle coaxing (or by throwing him against the wall after any adrenaline fuelled rumble with other survivors or the Infected) that he can link the two.

Sherlock doesn't follow after John when the kiss breaks this time, because his lungs are starving for oxygen. Breathing each other's respired breath is romantic in theory, but difficult to maintain for long periods of time in practice. The way he says John's name when he tilts his head to the side to expose more of that neck for John to work with might sound a bit more like begging than he means for it to. His left foot and knee try to find a way between John's legs.

"God, John. I've never been this aroused in my life," he complains, proving once again that he's a bit different than 'normal'. Although he's a virgin and feels certain apprehension because of lack of experience, he's not shy about it in any way. He's not going to beat around the bush like school girl, because that's now the kind of man he is.

Date: 2013-11-09 05:14 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] consulting_freak
Sherlock welcomes the change in position. The way John's hips push against his to find proof and verify Sherlock's comment about his present state. In the back of his mind, he admires John's objective sense to remain thorough, but there's a different sort of feeling coming through the forefront. Basal human instinct. The humming desire to be touched.

The friction of John's exploratory reaction makes Sherlock shudder. Mildly electric. He really doesn't know what to expect. He's never had a sexual climax before. What does it feel like? Good, obviously, or people wouldn't do it. All of the small things John's been doing makes him desperately curious to find out.

"I can't reach you," Sherlock tells John as he kisses at the side of his friend's head and ear. The sensation on his neck is a good one. It sends a warm kind of throb to his groin. That makes him seek more contact. More of the friction. Sherlock's hips roll toward John's and when he gets another electric taste, John will know it because Sherlock isn't at all quiet when he moans his appreciation. "My arm, John," Sherlock mumbles, his breathing starting to sound noticeably quicker. "I want be able to do more than just lie here."

Date: 2013-11-10 05:50 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] consulting_freak
It would be easy to get overwhelmed by all of the stimuli John's giving him. His mind desperately tries to keep up by adding actions and reactions to a temporary storage area where he can go through them and analyse them later. Light kisses on his neck do one thing, suction another. The feel of John's tongue sliding against his tendons. Even the sound of his friend's voice seems to be having a positive effect on his journey toward sexual release.

But, John's not being fair. He's getting so much data for how his own body works, but hardly anything from how John's does. A scientific mind likes reproducibility of results. Sherlock wants to give John every touch and sensation he's getting if for nothing else than to observe how similar their physical responses are.

"Laying back is worse than lying back," Sherlock grumbles. "Telling me to lay is telling me to be no more than an immobile object." As Sherlock gives his ill-timed grammar lesson, he has to pause every few syllables. Sometimes with a gasp, but usually just to mentally follow every little movement of John's fingertips over his skin. There's a little spot just over his hip that makes him gasp as John works his hand down into his pyjamas.

Distracted from his complaints, Sherlock curls his good arm around John and tucks his face down against his friend's shoulder. "John," he moans, once again squirming toward him. "You want my attention, too. Why don't you let me give it to you?"

Date: 2013-11-11 04:31 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] consulting_freak
John would be right in his assumption that Sherlock's never bothered to touch himself like this. He'd tried it. Once. But that had been when he was fifteen years old and he became bored with it shortly after beginning and simply viewed erections as a minor irritation after that. Right now, it's much more interesting.

Sherlock lets John slip away from his embrace. His grip loosens, thinking that his friend might be moving like he'd asked him to. Into a position where Sherlock will be able to use his good arm to return some of these touches and find out things no one else knows about John's body.

"But," Sherlock starts as John begins his request. It goes uninterrupted, so he listens to what John has to say. It's difficult to think too much on speaking with John's hand stroking him.

"That's all... just watch?" Sherlock asks him, but he's uncertain. He wants to touch, too. There's so much vulnerability in succumbing to physical pleasure. Whether it's drugs or this, there's a certain amount of himself that he always keeps closed away and boxed deep down inside his Mind Palace in a locked room at the very bottom level. Showing John that makes him feel anxious. Doubly so if the pleasure will be going one way for now.

He trusts John implicitly.

A slow nod. It might be too dark to make it out. "All right. Fine. It's... it's fine," Sherlock tells him, rolling onto his back and kicking himself back so he can prop his neck up against his pillow against the headboard. "We'll do it your way this time."

Date: 2013-11-11 03:44 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] consulting_freak
Limping back to his room on a bum ankle with one sore shoulder, the other arm completely broken, and with an erection that would undoubtedly become painful if unattended to doesn't seem like a pleasant alternative to letting John have his way. Even if he's discontent with not being able to have some direct control over his and John's experience.

Sherlock gets to once again prove that he has no body shame as John removes everything below the waist. He lifts his hips when he needs to in order to keep this going at a decent pace, but John seems to be more interested in teasing him than anything else.

"To be honest, John... I don't think I could get much more aroused than this," Sherlock tells his friend, reaching down with his good hand to touch the top of John's head. The hair's a bit shorter and a lot greyer than it had been when they'd lived with each other before. It feels coarse and wiry as all grey hair tends to feel, but he doesn't mind. What he does mind is being teased so much. As pleasant as it is, Sherlock's not known for his patience.

After so much teasing, it takes quite a lot of willpower not to try and impale John's throat as soon as his friend takes a taste of him. Their moans are similar, but Sherlock's is a much lower register that sounds almost like a growl. "More, John."

Date: 2013-11-11 04:18 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] consulting_freak
John has the advantage of being with a partner who literally doesn't know any better. John could be the most amazing practitioner of oral sex or he could be a complete dunce and Sherlock wouldn't know the difference. The sensations he's feeling right now are pleasant enough and a very good change from what little sensation he'd been getting from minor friction against his trousers.

"A little... less suction," Sherlock instructs, licking his lips to wet them. He's been doing the majority of his breathing through his mouth so it's only natural the air current would leave his lips and throat feeling dry.

The toes of his left foot dig into the bedclothes next to John's side as he tries very hard not to thrust against his friend's mouth. He's being too careful, so Sherlock assumes John's one of those unlucky people born with a sensitive gag reflex. (Too many overdoses and the forced vomiting those brought have left Sherlock with a rather weak one.)

"Rhythm, John." Sherlock could sit back and enjoy himself without complaint, but if he can't touch John, then he can at least give him verbal pointers. "Move your hand and your mouth at the same tempo and direction."

Sherlock might have already had an accidental release before getting his trousers off if it weren't for the ache in his arm grounding him. And if John follows his advice, it most likely wouldn't be very long before orgasm finds him anyway.

Date: 2013-11-11 04:36 pm (UTC)
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Now that John is giving him exactly what he asked for, Sherlock's starting to become a little more noisy. For now, it's mostly appreciative noises. Little things to let John know that what he's doing is feeling very good.

There's a moment just a few minutes into the experience that feels different. A little tug like his body is getting ready for something. All those little nerve impulses start to resonate faster and it leaves Sherlock's head tucked down toward his chest. "Oh God, John," Sherlock moans, moving his hand down to cup at John's cheek because he knows that if he keeps his hand on the top of John's head, he'll just pull the other man's face downward.

He bends both legs up, left leg twisting around John's shoulder and the right thigh rubbing against the back of his knuckles at the side of John's head. Yes, he thinks he's getting pretty close now, but he doesn't tell John in any words.

Date: 2013-11-11 05:05 pm (UTC)
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Sherlock is by no means quiet when he reaches that final moment. Too much electricity and muscle contraction. Oxytocin overload and a dopamine chaser. It makes him writhe and press himself into John's mouth. As soon as he does, John's off of him, but the moment's already started and won't stop just because of that.

Eyes half-lidded, Sherlock watches John through the entirety of his orgasm. And for one moment that lasts maybe fifteen or twenty seconds in total, Sherlock's mind is blissfully blank. Nothing but him, John, and an overwhelming physical pleasure.

And when it's all over, he collapses back down into relaxation. It'll take him a moment to catch his breath. When he does, he'll look back down at his friend now lover. "Time for my practical?" Sherlock asks him, smirking a little bit. Maybe John will appreciate how good of a student Sherlock can be. Well, if he can figure out a way to hold himself up with his arms in the state they are.

Date: 2013-11-12 04:47 pm (UTC)
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Sherlock's performance hadn't been the most graceful. At one point, he'd lost his balance when his right shoulder gave out, but it had lightened the mood instead of destroying it. And, eventually, Sherlock had been able to gather a fair amount of data about both his and John's likes and dislikes in regards to sexual stimuli.

If they'd been a decade younger and their situation less grim, perhaps they would have stayed up exploring each other for another hour or two. But, they had work to do in the morning and both men settled against each other to enjoy the post-sex biochemical bliss.

John had been able to fall asleep first. Sherlock's orgasm happening sooner in the night meant that his body had a chance to wake up afterwards. So, he lied there on his back with his good arm curled around his friend. Cuddling. It just seemed like the right thing to do after something like that.


Sherlock wakes the next morning to an empty bed and the reluctance to open his eyes. Not enough sleep. It takes him almost ten minutes to drag himself out of bed and into his trousers.

No one asks about Sherlock leaving John's bedroom that morning. He can tell by a few hastily averted glances that they all know what had happened the night before, but he can't seem to find it in him to be embarrassed or really care about that.

A few smiles and good mornings are exchanged (surprisingly not faked, even after their discussion. He's in a good mood) and he brings a change of clothes to the locker room for a morning shower.

Bill, at least for the moment, is nowhere to be seen. He doubts that luck will continue.

Date: 2013-11-12 06:04 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] consulting_freak
Sherlock is on his way back to his own room when he notices that John's door is open, just a little bit. That's where his friend has gone. They must have missed each other along the way to take care of morning business. They've got more planning to do for the rest of the day, so a detour to drop in on his friend - lover? - is in order.

He doesn't knock before pushing John's door open the rest of the way. He steps in, lets the door fall partially closed behind him, then takes a look around at John's room.

He's still in a good mood, but it's also a thoughtful one. No formal greetings shared between them. Just a bit of business, but that's how it should be.

"Arm's better and leg's easy enough to work with," Sherlock tells him, realising after a few seconds that his gaze is lingering on his friend a bit too long. He turns around and makes an overly exaggerated point to look at the breakfast John's brought him. It's a cooling bowl of oat porridge sprinkled with soy protein flavoured like bacon. Made with powdered milk and water, most likely.

He doesn't find it very appetising, but he's feeling hungry, so he'll eat a few bites of it.

But first, he owes something to John from the night before. A certain request he hadn't fulfilled.

"There are places I remember
All my life though some have changed.
Some forever not for better.
Some have gone and some remain.
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall.
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all.

But of all these friends and lovers,
There is no one compares with you.
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new.
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before.
I know I'll often stop and think about them.
In my life I love you more."

Date: 2013-11-12 06:57 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] consulting_freak
Sherlock doesn't look at John while he sings the song. It had come to him in the shower as he'd been going over the night before and organising his thoughts around it. It was one of a handful of songs Sherlock realised he knew, and he'd chosen this one specifically because of the parallels between their condition and the lyrics in the song. He won't tell John that's why he'd chosen it, but he won't deny it either.

He hears the sound of John shifting across the room, so he pauses before repeating the chorus to watch his friend approach him. He looks happy. Maybe a touch of pink on his cheeks. Determined to show his gratitude. But it's just a song. One that he'd had to move down by two-fifths in order for his voice to reach the notes comfortably.

The way John's eyes move to Sherlock's mouth tells him what to expect. He leans down without trying to resist to meet John's lips with his own.

"Why did you get eggs?" Sherlock asks when the kiss breaks. Obviously, John got eggs because he'd been in the kitchen when breakfast was served. Sherlock's portion probably came from the pot after everyone else got their fill.

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